So, I did something very stupid about five minutes ago. I was looking for pictures on "abortion". Today is the day that my sister is getting hers. I typed it in google, and clicked images. I was thinking I would find some type of quote pictures about it, just little things that I could post. I can't believe I honestly thought that. Instead, I get pictures of fetuses. Little babies. Little fingers. Little toes. Little everything. My mom told me yesterday that she thinks the only reason I'm so upset about it is because it's happening to my sister. Maybe that's true. I don't know. Either way, it disgusts me. I think there are certain "reasons" that abortion is allowed. I personally think that just because you are irresponsible is not one of those reasons.
I knew two other girls in my past who got abortions. This was years ago, and I never really thought about it. So maybe my mom is right. Maybe I'm just pissed off because it's happening to my sister. You know that they do an ultrasound before the "process" begins. I hope my sister looks at it. I hope my mom looks at it. I hope they feel awful. Yeah "this is for the best" they say. There full of it. My mom doesn't want to get stuck with it. My sister just doesn't want to grow up and take care of it.
I know I'm probably out of line, but it just makes me SO angry.
On another note, this link is very empowering. It's not about abortion, its about overcoming infertility.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b10OQ0qPT9
Brandi, sadly, I know how you feel about the abortion issue.
ReplyDeleteIn 2008, I was pregnant. The pregnancy was unplanned, but very much wanted. Then I started to bleed. Just a little. Then a lot. And then, I knew it was all over. I was devastated. I wanted to die. I drank a lot. I medicated the pain away.
That very same week, my sister in law had an abortion because they "couldn't afford" a baby. Then, less than a month or two later, they were pregnant with a "planned" baby. It makes me sick to my stomach.
She just recently announced her third pregnancy to me (after I have been trying for about six months to get pregnant again) and I want to spit in her face. She deserves to rot in the same dumpster that her first baby probably did after it was brutally torn from her body.
Maybe that's too harsh... but really, I don't care. There's no excuse for what she did, or for what your sister is doing.